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03 May 2012 @ 01:41 pm
hello! if you are looking for 1D fic then it is at please_love, my fic journal.

anything to do with 1D will be on that journal, not here X 
09 July 2013 @ 09:12 am
is there


i'm ilkana

i miss friends ????
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: truth - jason reeves
22 April 2012 @ 07:42 pm
okay, first of all, before you read this final chapter, i want to say a few things. 
i struggled, i struggled a lot with completing this. the main reason i have taken so long with this is because the original plot i was going to write (which i didn't end up using) was going to be a lot longer than what i've written here, and that kept putting me off. if you follow me in on tumblr, you'll be aware that i've sort of... well, things have happened and there's another fandom which is taking up a lot of my time now. i don't apologise for that, really, because i love my fandom, and i loved the TSN fandom and i felt guilty, i felt very very guilty, but, i've come to accept change. and really - i started writing this post to tell you all that i'd pretty much abandoned the story. i was going to post what little i'd written of this chapter and then tell you what i thought would happen in the rest of the story, me, too guilty and distant from the TSN fandom to continue writing the plot i'd originally thought i'd write. 

however. isn't it funny? i opened up the half written chapter to paste it here and sort of went "i'll just add a little bit more, just to make it a little more complete" and then i ended up writing an ending. it's not how i originally planned the story to go, - not at all. but i think it's better this way, and i hope you'll feel satisfied with it. i'm sorry if things seem a little - off. it's been months and i haven't read any TSN fic for a while, now. but i'm satisfied. this is the happy ending that andrew deserves - because honestly, jesse takes a while to build the courage to admit things, doesn't he? 
also after the story ends, after school ends and they're on summer break, jesse takes andrew to his family's ranch and they go horse riding   

anyway, thank you everyone, so much. i can't begin to express how thankful i am to have had all of you. we didn't quite hit our 100k, but that's alright :) it's been nearly 6 or so months since i started this - which i cannot believe - but finally, the boys have their happy ending, despite it being pushed forward a little.

so again.

thank you. 

Chapter: xiii: good life - onerepublic/this is gonna be a good life
Word count: 2700

Soundtrack: OneRepublic's Good Life.

At AO3
When Jesse's eyes blink open the next morning...Collapse )
Current Music: good life - onerepublic
27 January 2012 @ 11:30 pm
Chapter:xii: wonderwall - ryan adams/i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now
Word count: 9000
Author's notes: don't worry, Andrew is okay, truly

Soundtrack: Ryan Adams' version of Wonderwall

At AO3

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Current Music: wonderwall - ryan adams
02 January 2012 @ 02:36 pm

Chapter: xi: your body is a wonderland - john mayer/discover me, discovering you
Word count: 9000
Author's notes: this chapter is submitted into the tsn-a-thon! 

Soundtrack: your body is a wonderland - john mayer

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Current Music: your body is a wonderland - john mayer
24 December 2011 @ 07:08 pm
Chapter:x: sweet disposition - the temper trap/oh, reckless abandon, like no one's watching you 
Word count:10,000
Author's notes: Okay, people, I need you to know now that this story is probably going to be around 20 chapters long, maybe a little less, maybe a little more, okay? I'm anticipating it to reach 100,000+ words, okay? That cool? Also, LJ's new font looks icky.

Soundtrack: sweet disposition - the temper trap

At AO3

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Current Music: sweet disposition - the temper trap
18 December 2011 @ 03:03 am
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Current Music: here in your arms - hellogoodbye